Thursday, April 13, 2006 @4:44 PM
would i believe myself if i told myself that i had actually decided to quit library?! i really dont know. i guess it's because i am lazy, and i want more time to do my work, instead of trying to concentrate at 1 am in the morning. i really dont know. and no one would read all this blabber anw, since i bet no one actually bothers to come here. sigh. why is my life is fickle minded? and why am i so influenced by others? really, my decision to quit all lies in my hands, and yet i still ask around, and make myself more confused. am i that... that... i donno. arh sigh. i hvn handed in the library withdrawal letter yet, so i guess i can still think and sort out my thoughts, but most likely, i would quit. make my life more meaningful, by being able to concentrate on what i am doing, instead of putting too many things on my plate now, and trying to balance the heavy load as i walk on. i will fall one day, and everything on the plate would fall. so why not just remove some and walk more with more confidence? what crap...