i am kinda happy that i finally got my zen. and i decided not to buy an ipod in the end coz it was kinda ex.

guitar tomorrow. bleargh. this is so depressing. thinking of peeling and hardening fingers and songs i can't play. nvm, i'll try to enjoy it. things are best when they are enjoyed, right?

actually there is nothing much to write about now that i am into the most boring stage of the holidays.

oh, the psle results are out. and i have a friend who did not do as well as she had probably expected. it's so sad. i know she has put in a lot of effort. it's just that her mum has really high expectations of her. i think she is still trying to enter some secondary school that her score does not meet. oh well, high expectations lead to greater fall.

i really don't know what else. i am sleeping so much at home and doing nothing at all. (: kae, so bye! i shall blog again before i go on holiday. yeah. <3

i just got home from guitar and now i can't type properly coz my fingertips hurt so much. the skin keeps peeling off. but at least we are finally in the main ensemble, with our pro seniors! (:

the songs we play now are pro, but i am not. so i have a lot to catch up on. i wonder if i will ever play like my seniors.

library meeting tmr is so out. i go all the way there just to attend a meeting that lasts for a mere one hour. then i have to go all all all the way back home. so tiring.): and my fingers would still be hurting.

i can't wait till one week from now, when i will be free of guitar for 3 weeks. actually our "holiday" is only 2 weeks, but i am ponning to go for holiday! (: so happy! ><

kae, my fingers are going to get blisters soon. bye! and happy (nearly half gone) hols to everyone! <3

Finally! (: My sis has finally got her official holiday! yay! then i can stay home with her and not all alone myself.

i realise that when the hols are here, lesser things happen and there is lesser to write about. i went cycling not too long ago and now my legs hurt. i was speeding from one end to another, about 600m?

my 3rd week of holidays is spoilt! i have guitar on monday and tuesday and library meeting on wednesday. it's not that i really miss the school that much. it's just...sigh.

my poor fingers are hardening! ): my left hand is turning hard! *gasp*

at least amanda(from guitar) says that we are all in the main ensemble already. so maybe all those hard fingers would be worth it. (i hope)

i just went to the new popular at bras basah (sick!~ahem ba1 sha1=market) haha! i thought it was pretty nice, although the steps should not be so narrow and weird. the collection of books have somewhat improved. and there are so many cute tatty bears! ><

miss phua's bbq! ARGH! now i have to go all the way to woodlands! o.0 i don't want! i hope weishan is nice enough to fetch me? and erm...drop me somewhere nearby on the way back? bahh, now i have to go shopping for 20 forks, 20 spoons, 20 plates and 2 cans of drinks. on a nice weekend. -_-" nvm

at least i don't have to make 3 trips to rgps a week, even though i am out of primary school alr. surprisingly, i didn't meet any of my old teachers. so sad... but it's not as if i want to meet mr ____.

my mum has finally agreed to let me buy an mp3! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: after so so so so long! (: happy! (:

just changed my hamsters cage, so they are clean and happy and i am happy too! I hope this happiness lasts for as long as it can, before other things come to mind again.

ok, i should go now, and refrain from using the computer for so long. (:

hey! (:

i am feeling kind of happy now. it is friday, which means that the weekend is here! my sis would have her last day of school today, and despite me having to go to rgps to fetch her again(for the third time this week),i am still happy i get to go there. it is speech day today at rgps, and my sis is singing! (:

miss phua's chalet bbq is on monday! (: oh wait, weishan! are you still fetching me? (:

my sis is counting to our overseas holiday. sigh, she's a tad too excited. but i thank my parents for bringing for this trip! thanks daddy and mummy! <3>

i am happy too that i am turning 14 soon! (: my cousin, who is born on december 1991 will be one year older than me during this december to january period. and then i will catch up with him! (: those who don't get what i mean: my bday is coming soon! in january! (:

i just realised i have put too many (: in this post. haha. but it is better to be smiling than to be sad and crying all the time. i have told myself to be stronger and not shed tears so easily. (:

oh shucks! i am late. i hafta go fetch my sis alr! time pasts fast! i can't wait for 111 outing! (:

i have been sleeping till late into the morning and spend the rest of the day doing nothing so far, and i feel really bad. i think i shall go start on something useful today. i have been on the computer for too long that i think the electricity bills would increase by two times.

Happy birthday wai ian!

i am so so so sorry that i could not go out with you this week, next week can? because this week has been kinda busy, apart from the slacking. i have been to rgps so many times, i am feeling like part of the school again. i reached there in record time yesterday. i went out at 2 and reached at 2.28. i feel proud.(:

it was a wrong choice to get my sister to join choir (X now i have to fetch her home from school after extra practices nearly everyday. i am so tired because of this.

i am in love with lays potato chips! the sour cream and onion flavor. (X

i better go do something useful that uses my brain power now. sigh~ (:

for the past few days, i have been really upset abt hamsters. i really thank everyone for comforting me. thank you so much. i am ok now and really bored.

i was thinking and felt that humans are always unsatisfied. no matter how much we alr have, we always want more. we are never happy. instead of giving thanks, we demand for more, and always compare ourselves with others who are better off. what about those who are worse off? what about them? we don't ever compare ourselves to them and think about how lucky we are compared to them, and give thanks for that. isn't that very selfish of us to only want the better for ourselves.

ok, i just realised that i was kinda confused in the above paragraph. nvm, just ignore it. i am so tired today. i crossed 5 overhead bridges and went to rgps to fetch my sis for her choir. and then i walked a little and looked a little, and somehow passed 1.5 hours like that. and then i walked some more. guess who i saw? i saw dear celene from nanyang. (:

call me sensative but i really think that a lot of people on this earth hates me. no, change that. no need for the earth. i think that a lot of people in this school doesn't like me. and i most prob know the reason. yeah, i think i do. now i really regret it.

oh shucks, i just realised that i typed all this when no one would understand anyway. oh nvm, i am just this super confused girl. sigh~

i am so tired from looking after the hamsters.

the last baby died this morning. it was so gruesome. the head was eaten up by the mother hamster. i could see the big hole. and to think i was feeding it milk the previous day. i was so hopeful that it would survive. but at the back of my head, i knew it could not survive. i guess the more effort you put into some things, the more you find it hard to let go. i really cried. one moment i was feeding it, then i went to sleep and wake up to find it half eaten. i really hate the cruelty of life sometimes. but at least the baby died. it was already sufferring from the beginning. the second batch of babies were all very weak.

i am so sry that you have been reading so much about hamsters these past few posts. thank you.

<3

why is life so brittle and fragile. why doesn't the mother take care of the child? why was a child not given a chance to live? maybe it's just because the mother is tired. but the baby was innocent.

sry, i was referring to my hamsters at home. coz the mother is super tired after giving birth 2 times in 2 weeks and didn't take care of it's second batch and now one has died. as a baby. no chance to even live. i don't want the other one to die. i want it to get a chance to live. i really hope it would be strong enough to survive.

i can't type any more. it hurts too much. i have been crying loads now.

bahh. i am feeling weirded right now.

i am happy that i would be ice-skating really soon. but i am sad that i can't take my sister along as she would not make it on time and my mum is worried that she can't skate and i wouldn't teach her.

i am happy that the holidays are finally here. but i am sad that i can't be with my friends so often, learning together in the same classroom and progressing through life together.

i am happy that i have two darling beloved hamsters and two baby ones at home. but i feel sad that i had to give away 5 of them. i even cried non-stop for like 1 hour yesterday coz i felt so bad that we thought about buying hamsters in the first place and end up not being able to take care of them finally and had to give away so many. i felt really bad, i couldn't stop crying until i got too tired and fell asleep.

my parents tell me to be strong. and that in life, sometimes we have to let go. not everything happens the way we want it to be. sometimes it would go smoothly, sometimes, it does not and this is when i have to learn to let go. yeah (: i must learn.

my mum is calling me for lunch. i shall go and get changed for ice-skating later. see ya. (:

we got 2nd for drama nite!(:

but that wasn't really the big deal. the biggest deal was that we all worked together for the last time as 111'05 and we rawked the whole school! even if the principals weren't really laughing, we all were and we all enjoyed ourselves loads. and despite a little arguments here and there, we were all happy. yay! i am so proud of dear 111! i don't wanna us to be split up next year! ):

guitar assessment was just bad. i didn't really do well. which is sadd. but i shan't care. i shall improve next year. i will try. yeah. at least now i am free for the rest of the week. no more guitar until next week. i am deciding if i should pon it. erm... maybe? i am so naughty. unguai.(:

my hand hurts from guitar. ow. ok, i shall stop here. whee, i am going out tmr! (: ~happy~

i don't even know why i am posting this, but i will keep this really short.

so we don't have to go for the interview tmr for ivp. so i have guitar assessment and i lack practice. so i have to be in school by 4.45 tmr. so we have drama nite tmr. so i have so many things going on tmr. so after tmr, it will all be better. so i will be happy. so tmr would be the last thing 111 does together as a class. so i have to be happy. so i am happy. (:

ok, that was a lot of "so"s. blah, i don't know what to type.

i went to have dinner just now and i saw this young lady on a wheelchair. although she was alr handicapped, she was visibly happy. she had some people, prolly family members with her. and then i thought: why are we sighing and arguing over trival matters in our wonderful lives when there are so many other people on this earth who are so much worse off than us, and yet they are not complaining? we should really take a long look at ourselves. we are so so so fortunate that sometimes we only compare ourselves to those who are better off than us and we forget about those who are really suffering.

ohwells, it was just a thought. it's late and i have loads of things tmr. starting with guitar prac. help me, wish me luck. i need practice. help. oh well. good luck and all the best to all 111-ers for drama nite tmr. we will really rawk the whole nite. we will! <3>

i can't really type now, coz my hand hurts from all those blisters. so pardon me for all the typing errors here. ow. here goes...

whee. 111 class gathering was fun! we played fun games and had nice food. erm... we had loads of fun for the water bombs part, although there was a slight disagreement halfway. but still, it was all in the name of fun. and it was so sad that tryphe had to leave halfway. it would have been so much fun with her and the rest of the 111-ers who didn't come, and jo too, who came so late. now, when i look at those plastic bags, i shudder and think of the blisters, but also think of all the fun we had. oh well, maybe having a plastic bag represent the fun of 111 isn't so bad.

i wanna say a big big big thank you to jingxiao! thank you! thank you so much for arranging all these for us. and a bigger thank you to her mum for the food and the house. i think we wet the house a lot. ><

life has been kinda boring these few days. and i found out that i had gotten in to the IVP second round and i would have to do another 2 more essays. bleargh. i would rather have not gotten in. why can't i just enjoy the holidays without having to do even more work? but i guess on the positive side of it, i would have something to occupy me for the next few days.

my hamsters just gave birth to another 2 babies!~ so we had to give away 5 babies. and now i still have 4. i have to think of how to manage them. 4 is a lot, but they are so cute. i love their eyes. (:

ok, my fingers are hurting loads now, and i still need them for guitar assessment. so i shall stop. oh, and erm... congratulations to everyone having made it through sec 1 this year. and having done so well for the eoys. no matter what grades you have gotten, i am sure everyone has put in a lot of effort, so erm... well done to all of us, especially all dear 111-ers!

mich: oh! thank you dearr! i hope i can still play! i luv you too! and all 111-ers! <33333
tryphe: yeah, got it alr. and congratulations! you made it too! i told you there was no need for a group. (: and i have emailed you the prices of ice-skating, so go check your mail! (: <3
dee: pick a day, and i'll go ice-skating with you! i am so bored at home. and yupps! we are so gonna rawk drama nite! <3
ning: ning! you poop! you did so so so well! hrmph! <33>
pei: nono! i don't kick any sort of animals! haha. 111 is gonna rawk drama nite! whee!~

ok. i wanna thank everyone for giving me such wonderful memories of a wonderful year! i thank you all! bye!

Hi! i don't really feel like blogging and all but since pei asked me to update, i shall.

it has been a long week and i have been tricked into believing, after every holiday, that the next day is Monday. i have attended so many farewells that i have been tricked into believing that i am the one leaving the school for good. i have been sleeping for so many hours of late that i have been tricked into thinking that all through the day, it is night time. so much for being tricked.

i think library and guitar farewell were ok. for library, we had a lot of junk food and we got a library collar pin, which is a barcode. and for guitar farewell, we went to a really deserted house of a senior. we played games and ate too. and i reached home really tired and all, so i didn't blog. and i am still suffering from the side-effects of the tiredness. oh, and a big thank you to xinmin's parents for fetching me to the mrt station!

today is a public holiday and i should be enjoying myself, right? or am i not? anyway, i did a lot of reading today and played a little bit of the guitar, since my !&#(@!^#(^$@(!&amp;amp;#&@* assessment is coming. and now my hand still hurts from playing the guitar. i can barely manage the c-scale properly, without my finger sliding off. nvm, i will somehow pass through this.

at least i have a few things to look forward to:
1)the $%^&#(&@&^#$(@&)!(*#(&# guitar practices
2)ice-skating trip with tryphe
3)miss phua's chalet, which i may have to pon guitar for
4)going out with friends
5)hopefully getting an mp3
6)holiday overseas?
7)i dunno anything else

oh wells. dinner is here, i shall go and eat.

PEILING: oh no! i don't kick cats. and i think you rawk loads for drama nite!
DEE: i think i am mad at you too! how could you just leave us like that to face mr conolly? no lah, i'm kidding! lucky you! get to pon school! i wanna pon too, but no chance, since the holidays are alr here and there is no reason to pon when there is no school!(:
MICH: lol? for what? <3
WAIIAN: oh yeah? we shall see lorh? but i think we are all good, kae? <3
TRYPHE: oh yeah, i finally got it. how could you send it to the wrong mail at first? haha. oh yeah, and is the time confirmed?
JODYN: yeah, i call you weird! haha! (: anyway, just work on improving your next exams. and update your blog! hahahahaha. speak up more in school will you? and you will become more pop.<333333333333>

hi! i hvn blogged for a very long time. at least a few days. whee!~ i am too lazy to. sleepy and bored now.

I AM SO SO SO happy! i love 111 loads! we so rawkk for drama nite! it was like after so many days of ranting and shouting and ordering and arguments, we finally saw our hard work being paid off. everyone was laughing and it was just so nice! i hope they do not shuffle our class too much. i love 111 now! it's so sad that we have only 2 more days together.

i just went to my cousin's house yesterday. it was so cool! everything was so well-designed and kinda posh. but it was quite stuffy, what with so little windows. and most of the house was compressed. as in every little corner there would be some cupboard you could open and whoa! there would be a whole lot of things in there. i think i still like her room best. i like her bed. so so so erm...cosy?

GUITAR why do all other ccas get to rest and take a break but guitar pple have to go back during the school hols? why can't we take a break too? my mum was shocked to know that we still had to go back during the school hols. i hope she writes in to complain.

arghh, so many farewells recently. there is sl and going to sanu's house today, which i don't think i would go, and on wed, there is library and guitar farewell and on fri, there is a 111 party at jingles' house. so busy, sigh. and yet i am now stuck at home. ):

i wanna go out!! stuck stuck! ): oh yea, and i wish LOUSE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! from yesterday. and i say sorry to her coz i didn't have a chance to give her her present yesterday. so sorry! you are finally thirteen!(:

and finally a last word, my sis wants y'all to treat her like another friend, and not like a friend's sister. i dunno why. she just asked me to pass you this message. ?!?! weirded.

ok, i am bored but i shall still end here. bb! and i love 111!! muah and hugs

jeanette
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