Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @11:22 PM
hello! (: i was contemplating turning off the computer when i suddenly felt very very very happy, and i decided to post to remind myself of this wonderful moment.
I just felt that i could be in control of things, suddenly. The quitting stuff really helped. THANK YOU everyone, for not ignoring my questions on whether i should drop my committments and stuff. THANKYOU! i feel like there is a great load on my back that has been lifted off. (X and i can now concentrate on where i am walking, and not what i am carrying. yay.
i hope that after all this stuff, i can cope with school work better, and adopt a more positive attitude towards studying and all. instead of learning for the purpose of taking exams, i really want to learn for the purpose of learning and getting knowledge. i hope i can find my true passion, and really put effort in enjoying everything that i do.
THANK YOU to everyone who stood by me. (:
TO DADDY (if you are reading this) : hello! hope you're fine! don't work TOO hard, kae? take care and duo duo bao zhong! see ya soon! XD LOVE YA LOADS!
TO MUMMY: THANK YOU for helping me sort my life and put stuff in order again. thank you for helping me make the right decisions, and giving the support all the way. (: LOVE YA LOADS!!!
ok this sounds like some love declaration. >< haha, i am really feeling very happy now. i think this is the first post in a long long time that i sound so happy. in the past weeks, i think i have been beng kui-ing.