Monday, March 06, 2006 @4:14 PM
Recently, i was thinking about the past, a few years back, and i got really pissed with myself. if i hadn't gotten in the gep, (i don't know why so many people make such a big deal out of it) i would still have good friends from my old school, i would still be in touch with many nice people. i would be free-er than i am now, not staying back everyday, not facing the pressure to excel all the time, like people EXPECT you to do well, if not there is something seriously wrong. i would not be in something so called elite school, i would be able to lead a normal life, i would have the chance to feel what it is like to have a social life. i would not be spending more than 12 hours in school, i would not have to care about all this crap. i am sick of all this. whatever.really sick. i can't. i don't know. call me stupid, i am not clever. i am NOT. i don't really care anymore.