Saturday, November 12, 2005 @6:19 PM
i am so tired from looking after the hamsters.the last baby died this morning. it was so gruesome. the head was eaten up by the mother hamster. i could see the big hole. and to think i was feeding it milk the previous day. i was so hopeful that it would survive. but at the back of my head, i knew it could not survive. i guess the more effort you put into some things, the more you find it hard to let go. i really cried. one moment i was feeding it, then i went to sleep and wake up to find it half eaten. i really hate the cruelty of life sometimes. but at least the baby died. it was already sufferring from the beginning. the second batch of babies were all very weak.i am so sry that you have been reading so much about hamsters these past few posts. thank you.<3