Tuesday, November 15, 2005 @4:20 PM
for the past few days, i have been really upset abt hamsters. i really thank everyone for comforting me. thank you so much. i am ok now and really bored. i was thinking and felt that humans are always unsatisfied. no matter how much we alr have, we always want more. we are never happy. instead of giving thanks, we demand for more, and always compare ourselves with others who are better off. what about those who are worse off? what about them? we don't ever compare ourselves to them and think about how lucky we are compared to them, and give thanks for that. isn't that very selfish of us to only want the better for ourselves.ok, i just realised that i was kinda confused in the above paragraph. nvm, just ignore it. i am so tired today. i crossed 5 overhead bridges and went to rgps to fetch my sis for her choir. and then i walked a little and looked a little, and somehow passed 1.5 hours like that. and then i walked some more. guess who i saw? i saw dear celene from nanyang. (:call me sensative but i really think that a lot of people on this earth hates me. no, change that. no need for the earth. i think that a lot of people in this school doesn't like me. and i most prob know the reason. yeah, i think i do. now i really regret it. oh shucks, i just realised that i typed all this when no one would understand anyway. oh nvm, i am just this super confused girl. sigh~