Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @11:45 AM
bahh. i am feeling weirded right now. i am happy that i would be ice-skating really soon. but i am sad that i can't take my sister along as she would not make it on time and my mum is worried that she can't skate and i wouldn't teach her. i am happy that the holidays are finally here. but i am sad that i can't be with my friends so often, learning together in the same classroom and progressing through life together. i am happy that i have two darling beloved hamsters and two baby ones at home. but i feel sad that i had to give away 5 of them. i even cried non-stop for like 1 hour yesterday coz i felt so bad that we thought about buying hamsters in the first place and end up not being able to take care of them finally and had to give away so many. i felt really bad, i couldn't stop crying until i got too tired and fell asleep.my parents tell me to be strong. and that in life, sometimes we have to let go. not everything happens the way we want it to be. sometimes it would go smoothly, sometimes, it does not and this is when i have to learn to let go. yeah (: i must learn. my mum is calling me for lunch. i shall go and get changed for ice-skating later. see ya. (: