is it always what it seems?

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 @9:45 PM

i am so so pissed!!! i am pissed at everything in my life now. i am pissed at netball carn, where i am some forced cheer i/c and i don't even know what to do, and no one on earth other than pauline, amanda and frances are caring.

and i am so pissed about drama nite. i am not feeling left out, nono! i am always open, if anyone needs anyone else to fill in any space. but then some pple who are not even doing anything and just sitting around would come over and say that we are not doing anything when the fact is that we thought we were offered some place but the show is just going on and we actually go on. and there are so many other people who are not doing anything and yet they are allowed to boss at others. is that fair? and why should a very bonded 111 get so uptight and angry over a small thing like drama nite? who cares if we get in or not? who cares? as long as we have had a great time together and have fun, i think it is enough.

i really don't care a single thing about this anymore. why should i waste my energy thinking and worrying about such stuff??!!

french today was fun! mlle au bought so many tubs of ice cream! and she gave each of us a french book. why is mlle au so nice to us? she rox! she's so nice. it's a sadd thing that she cannot teach us next year.)): she is just so so so so nice! she is spending so much money on us, and we are so greedy. mlle au, thank you thank you thank you! thank you so much for being so patient with us! thank you for teaching us well enough for me to get a 4.0! thank you for the ice cream and the book and the tarte au pomme. and thank you for wearing the nice red glittering hairband! thank you!

i am a certified shopper! i went with tryphe to buy some dinner and some breakfast at j8 after french today! i went "shopping" and came back with stuff, so i am a certified shopper! (: tryphe: say unusual! not interesting! (X and xinmin just walked in front and abandoned us ): hahas

we got back history today. it was quite ok, and i was lucky enough to barely scrape a 4.0. just got, i think. i hope my maths is good enough for my to calculate correctly. (: ok, i shall just end here and not care about anything in school now and just slack. bye!

Tryphe: i am so honoured that you are the frequent tagger around! (: and lucky you don't have to care about drama nite anymore... i don't want to care either. it's so irritating! i am not looking forward to netball carn... no one is giving any cheers and expect me to come up with something on that day. urgh! <33
Pei: anything also can, as long as you buy one for me... (hahas)
Chloe: oh no! don't cry! i give you a tissue too! (X so sad i couldn't go with y'all, i have french. another time, can? must tell me, kaes? <33
Pearly: haha, thanx! <33

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